Dear Relations...

Dear relation,

Dear babies, please don't grow up :-(((

Dear relation,

Kalau korng rasa apa yang korng cakap tu betul sangat, tolong pegi bersemuka dengan orang yang berkenaan. bukan buat bising kt belakang bila kt depan diam macam orng bisu or pura2 baik.

Ada sesetengah benda bukan kelakar dan sebenarnya memalukan. tpi sume gelak and bercerita psl tu dgn gaya bangga kt sume orng. korng xtau apa orng lain ckp kt blkng korng.

Ada relation sy yg x bgi kepentingan pada pelajaran. dan mereka boleh terima sume jenis orng. ada plak relation sy yang xleh trima orng tak berpelajaran. mereka akn pandang rendah dan x respect pon. just sbb diorng x belajar.all we have to do is just stop judging people.

Kalau korng x suka dan benci someone, jgn biarkan kebencian dan ketidaksukaan korng effect orng disekeliling mereka. kalau tak suka orang A, just tunjuk muka kt orng A je. jgn nk kacau adik beradik or parents mereka plak. lbh2 lgi anak mereka. sgt common antara kita bila x suka parents nk buli anak2 kecil mereka.

Family kita sangat besar, mata yg memandang dan mulut yang menyumpah pon makin meningkat. walaupon dh byk sakit hati and masalah antara kita, kitalah kene jga perhubungan kita. apapon, just ingat satu benda yang kita

OREY RATTAM (DARAH YANG SAMA)

Sampah

korng pernah x tgk salah satu episode popeye the sailorman ni dimana popeye akn bersihkan rumah olive tu. dia main buang je sampah2 ke dlm tong sampah tanpa fikir muat ke x tong tu nk menampung sume sampah tu. at last sampah bertimbun. tpi popeye sumbatkan jugak dgn makan spinach dia dan akhirnya berjaya tutup tong sampah tu. Olive pon blk rumah. dia punyalah happy tengok rumah dia sgt bersih n kiss popeye. pas2 olive pegi kt tong sampah. dia bru sentuh penutup tong sampah tu, penutup dia terbang and sampah sarap sume terkeluar bagaikan air dari pili bomba.

samalah dgn hati. bila byk sgt benda yg disimpan, lama2, benda yg sgt kecik pon akn nmpk mcm sgt besar dan membawa effect seperti bom atom. Husna prnh bgtau benda ni dulu tapi saya sekadar memahami. memahami dan merasai adalah 2 benda yang sangat berbeza.

Dear Future

Dear future.

Initially, i don't want to have any expectation or dreams about you because i don't want to get disappointed. but eventually, i started to imagine many things that now i have too many dreams about you. and unfortunately, i already started to get disappointed now.

and i do not want to trade it away to others. i decided to keep you within my self.

bye.

Dear 2013

Is there anything good for me dear 2013?

let me start with new year. i was all alone surrounded by many people. and i started to feel the pressure of finding job from people around me. i'm not someone who forget things easily. their words will remain in my head.

Had a job offer on January. it was a 6 month contract basis. i thought "wow!, this is sooo gonna be my year'. but then, i started the countdown to leave this company in just 1 week.

February was worst. i struggle all month fighting for my self all alone, for my own freedom and rights. and i failed each and everytime. This is when i choose to give up. can thing become worst? of course it can. a terrible misunderstanding and fight with one of my closest friend and we split.

March, it has been only 5 days. It showed me that all i'm capable of is just shut my mouth and be patient with whatever happened. do i have other choice?

it is strange that the image of pulau besar, melaka keep crossing my mind each and everytime i'm down. Maybe something is waiting for me over there...

Dear School

Dear school,

The one and only good thing you did to me is giving me a true friend.

Dear school, you failed to show me how the real people in real world is. my geng of friends used to be 1 malay, 1 indian and 2 chinese girls. but in real world, everyone is just plain racist.

Dear school, every single person in this world miss their school a lot and wants to go back to school. why you treat me differently? I never ever wanted to go back to school. there's nothing sweet there. i'm sorry school, i don't hate you. it's just that, i don't prefer you.

Dear school, you gave me a bicycle for my grades. and then some idiots stole it from me!!!

Dear school, you gave me a small portion of garden and a few rabbits to take care of. i loved them so much that i spent all my time and energy on that. and i received appreciation for that. but you destroy my garden and feed my rabbits to dog. sob sob sob....

Dear school,

my boss is here. bye bye....

Dear Old me...

Dear old me,

I miss you so much.

You used to be super fat that everyone including your family make fun of you for some reason. and your parents never really understand all the hard time and heart ache. you was all alone but you didn't cry or give up. you don't even complain. you just made all of them crawl back to you. maybe not in a good way but you did.

You used to be so 'kebal' that nothing can move your heart. You don't even miss anything. you don't feel pity. you don't close your eyes watching final destination or saw. you simply choose to not love anything. you had a life without heart ache and problems. that peace.....

you used to live the way you want. you have the freedom. no one stopped you as you know your limits. no one questioned you. no one asked you what and why. only random decisions anywhere and anytime. and most importantly, you have your friends around you to support every step.

i know you never expect your 2013 will be this bad. but do not give up. hey, it's not that bad at all... There's always people envy you and hope for you to fall. without those kind of people, you'll never know you are living a good life. remain silent and watching everything is the best thing ever...