sejarah berulang kembali...

yup...
tapi kali ini lbh menyakitkan hati

The times that you hurt me 
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

i'll be sitting here quietly,

watching all the dramas

Merdeka!!!

lovely schoolmate, thanks for the understanding n lovely video of remembrance. hahaha
my indirect friend, awk tny spepun akn bgtau sy jns yg jujur n bkn penakut. semoga tuhan m'beri petunjuk kebenaran... sy xd hak ats awk n sy x prnh campur tangan hal org yg sy xd hak...

now, MERDEKA!!!

planning pertama: nk pgi dataran za'ba sbb nmpk klcc kt sna. sy byngkan kita buat bising, cheers n round dance. hahaha

cheers 'The Palm'

round dance!!!

planning kedua: pg trs ke KLCC. x igt spe yg cdngkan tpi mmg dpt tentangan yg hebat t'msk dri sy

planning ketiga, "dataran merdeka dekat je, jln kaki pun blh sampai" tpi nk naik apa akak oi?!

skrng dh pukul 11. planning sume hbt2, n then sy x tau knp sy still tgh ddk kt blik...! ceh! merdeka kt blik jela nmpk gayanya....

u girls, klu esk kluar g mna2 ajak tau. i really need a changing environment...

mind reading????

lps hri sabtu pukul 10:15, iaitu lps brothers sy drop sy kt hostel, akhirnya sy mula senyum blk pda hri isnin tepat pukul 9:53 pagi....

lbh krng 35 jam 30 mnt lngsng x senyum!!!! hebat jugak sy ni...

ntah knp xd mood, x buat assignment, asyik tido, xd prasaan xcited nk blk, xd feeling raya, xd smgt merdeka... rsa KOSONG sgt... somehow sy tau sy blm nk b'cuti lgi... xkan nk srh lecture sume adekan class n tahan kwn2 sume dri blk kan... 

spanjang hri ahad tu, t'pacak dpn laptop renung skrin n biarkan laptop tu renung sy... kebetulan ramai gak yg chat dgn sy.... x sampai 5  minit chat, sume tny knp bunyi mcm dull aje.. plik, sume orng dh tau mind reading ke? soalan yg sy sndri xd jwpn, diorng ade jwpn... bak kta mereka....

sy xd mood sbb sy tgh skit hti atau tgh b'sdih
sy x buat assignment sbb sy x blh concentrate
sy asyik tido sbb time tido je sy x byk pk... n orng yg byk b'pk cpt penat n tido
xd prasaan xcited sbb rsa skit hti or sdih lbh dri prasaan xcited
xd feeling rya sbb thn ni sy b'raya kt hospital
xd smgt merdeka sbb b'kurung dlm blik

stahu sy sy sorng je yg ade sixthsense. sjk ble kwn2 sy pun mula mind reading? pandai plak buat teori sendiri... sy tau korng bc blog sy! jgn dok gelak sorng2 kt sblh sna. walaupun sy ske sorng2. sbnrnye sy srnk ade satu geng yg sgt2 bsr dgn kwn2 yg mcm2 ragam...sy rasa kite je yg memenuhi 3 baris meja lecture, yg lain 1 atau 2 je. pas2 conquer kebanyakan class tutor. spela yg gila kuasa tu...ish3


anyway, spnjang sy jdi orng b'muka ketat, sy prasan byk benda... dua sekawan yg sgt rapat sblm ni, skng x b'tgr walaupun diorng jln b'sama. sy nmpk muka orng yg senyum melebar tpi senyuman x sampai ke mata.. sy nmpk orng periang menangis sorng2. sy nmpk orng b'gdh. msng2 ade crite msng2... smoga semua happy ending...

The confessions of a broken heart

I wait for the lord to make me feel better

And i carry the weight of the world on my shoulder

I am broken but I am hoping

I am crying, a part of me is dying

I dream of another you

The one who would never

Leave me alone to pick up the pieces

Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?

You might do better

Messing with someone else's mind

You're done with doing the way you did with mine

It's gone too far

There are no tears here to dry

You can't break what broken apart

You can't break a broken heart

boys...

ape ye yg korng akn pk klu nampak sorng prmpn dgn a bunch of boys? plik ke? tula yg b'laku kt sy smlm. smlm pgi majlis buka puasa dgn brothers sy. dh pgi pun dgn diorng, mestila ddk pun dgn diorng. tpi time buka puasa tu kakak n abg ipar sy ade, time tu normal lgi. lps kakak n abg ipar sy blk, mulalah episod alien sy.


lps kakak sy blk, mestilah sy b'sama2 dgn brothers sy. sume pandang sy mcm alien yg dtng dri planet zuhra. haish! xkan nk b'dri sorng2 buat mcm x knl diorng. dhla diorng sume rapat dgn sy, x hbs sy kene buli dgn diorng. penat n dh skit mulut asyik gelak je...


x sangka brothers sy ni ramai peminat. byk plak prmpn dtng tegur mreka n sy. sy t'senyum jela. stiap kali ade yg dtng tegur, mesti diorng tgk muka sy dlu sblm ckp dgn diorng. hahahahaha tau pun... yg plng klakar 'kwn' mahathir tula.. mahathir dh trauma dh kt c2. blh plak dia salam sy n cium tangan lgi!!!??? lps ni mesti dh delete dia kt fb. brothers sy ni baik jugak rupanye. sy t'gamam dgr cra diorng kutuk prmpn gedik kt sy. mereka prefer prmpn yg biasa2. bkn yg pkai make-up mcm opera cina, gelak sampai satu dwn blh dgr n t'gedik.


nk tau ade orng tgr sy ke x? korng rsa brani x ade laki dtng tegur prmpn yg dikelilingi abg2 dia? mestila x. sya bahagia gelak ketawa dgn abg2 sy kt c2. tq sbb sanggup dtng UM n ambik sy semata2 nk g majlis buka puasa yg 2 jam tu. 

hari yg xd perancangan

jumaat 27/8/2010


yup, hri ni hri yg ksng. slalunye ble bgn tido, sy tau ape yg sy akn buat spanjang hri. tpi hri ni sy xd idea. otak rsa kosong sgt. yg sy tau pukul 11 kene pg fac sbb ade workshop. pgi fac tu, sampai pukul 2, sy main fb je... sy tau sgt sy tgh buat msa kt ctu. pas2 kene interview junior plak. juniornye 3 orng je. sabar jelah ye...


dh blk blik, smbng buka fb. tgk roommate sy tgh tido, sy pun tidolah. tido tu, trs rsa mcm black out. just prasan bunyi guruh yg kuat tu je. bgn2 dh pukul 6 lbh n roommate sy dh hilang. dh trn bli makanan buka puasa. blk blik x tau nk buat apa, tgkla cite... pukul 10 dh trn g interview MAYS. pas2 tiba2 ira kta jkp kesenian ade p'jumpaan. stay kt dwn tu. erin msg lps hbs interview MAYS. tgh smbng2 dgn dia, sy kta boring. tiba2 tanpa sy sdr, kami tgh jln ke KFC!! pukul 11:30 kot. biar betul kami ni...

ini dia cik erin kita tgh melahap. hehehe

itu dia.. process terakhir lps melahap. jilat jari. hahaha

yg sy mkn brger tu dgn air milo je ye. yg byk2 n bsr2 tu sume erin. hahahahaha


btl! x cy tnyn dia


























makanan KFC kk9 smkn x sdp. air revive yg erin order mcm air paip. burger dia plak dh sejuk n keras. dh hbs mkn je trs sakit perut, tanda sy dh t'over mkn hri ni. dh blk jln kaki tu, erin ajak blk blik dia. iktkan hti mmg nk g blik dia, tpi, xpela, blk blik sendiri...


hri yg sungguh pendek...