Saturday, May 11, 2013

whats ur plan?

slalunya apa semua orng buat klu kluar nk jumpa kawan or dating? mesti plan awal2 mula2 nk buat ni pas2 pgi sana nk buat tu n then lps buat tu balik. kadang2 buat plan bagai nak rak tpi bila semuanya berjalan dgn lancar, kita mula rasa boring. sbb realitinya tak seseronok yg dijangka. ada sesetengah yg suka x plan pape. just kluar pas2 terjah je mana2 n buat je pape. sy paling suka buat keje terjah ni. kadang2 best. tapi kadang2 boring. buat sume x kena. last2 balik je.

i have a friend, yg dulu kami akn berjumpa hampir setiap malam dekat2 waktu dinner n tak buat pape. kadang2 just teman di makan. kadang2 sembang benda2 dlm fikiran, or benda yg terlintas dlm otak lps tgk pape yg berlalu or berlaku dpn mata on the spot. mcm tulah sy menilai cara unik otak orang lain berfungsi. by listening. otak setiap orang ni lain2 cara berfungsi dia. kadang2 buat kita terkejut sbb benda2 mcm tu x prnh terlitas di fikiran.

kadang2 kami just berjalan tanpa bersuara. ddk kt mana2 tgk kiri kanan. and the weird thing is, saya x rasa boring

kadang2 bila sy kluar, sy nmpk akn ada 1 pasangan yg nmpk pelik. mereka x bersembang bergelak manja2 buat bnda2 berdosa dpn semua orng macam manusia tak sedar diri yang lain.. mereka just ddk bersama tpi buat keje masing2 main laptop or bc buku or tgh buat pape. sekali pandang nmpk mcm pasangan x bahagia. nmpk mcm orng yg bru habis gado. tpi kadang2 mereka akn saling pandang and bersenyum dan sambung buat benda yg mereka buat tadi. dan mereka takkan boring. and i think that is SWEET

sometimes, all we need is doing nothing but appreciate each others presence in silence.


zaman sekarang ni, berapa orng sgtlah yg berjumpa untuk menghargai kehadiran masing2.sume sibuk nk buat aktiviti. kononnya tak nak boring. paling2 pon tawaf shopping mall berkali2 tgk kiri kanan and window shopping. bukannya pusing shopping mall sekadar nk merasai perasaan ditemani.

maybe what i'm saying doesn't make sense to some people. they might think i'm writing crap as usual. but i have experienced how it feels when only your presence is appreciated, not the shopping mall or the surroundings. and it's been too long since i feel the same. maybe thats because of my 'friendship life' which is dying. or because of the truth that i try to hide from my self....

1 comment:

  1. tak suke plan yg detail..tp tak suke jugak bile dh excited nk wt something yg dh plan, tetibe de yg tukar plan..huhu

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