letting go

how hard it is to let someone go?

sy ada kwn yg slau ada masalah dgn kwn2 dia. ada masa diorng akn bermesej, x lama lps tu dia akn kata dia dh x kwn dgn bdk tu. eh, mcm tu je? xkan dh besar panjang pun nk gado mcm bdk2 darjah 1?

sy ada kawan, yg slalu lost contact dgn kwn2 dia yg sebelumnya. slalu tukar nombor, slalu tukar fb. sy x rasa dia aa kwn dri zaman skolah or 'zaman' sebelum zaman U. dia x appreciate kwn di ke?

saya ada kawan slalu mempergunakan orng lain. dan mengkhianati orng lain. bukan main baik depan kit. muka suci sgt. sy sgtlah pantang dgn orng mcm ni. sbb sy prnh tgk effect dia dpn mata sy.

ada orng suka tinggalkan kwn diorng. maybe diorng jenis yg tak appreciate friendship. or maybe kawan dia yg terlalu menyakitkan hati mereka sampai x layak dikawan. klu kita dh benci orng tu, sampai dh xd kenangan and dh xd sebab nk kwn, may be senang nk tinggalkan.

mcm mna plak dgn kawan yg kita syng? kawan yg jga kita dgn sgt baik. kwn yg slama ni tolong kita. slalu ada time kita ada masalah. kita x pernah ada masalah dgn dia. tapi terpaksa lepaskan dia. maybe demi kebaikan dia. or demi kebaikan orng lain.

i hv been thinking bout this. thinking a lot. i hv done this before. and i don't know if i should do it once again. this time, it's different. i won't end up hurting my self only, i will end up hurting both of us.