Tuesday, May 29, 2012

another phase in my life

Suddenly, this morning i realize that i am at a weird phase in my life.

everyone is thinking about my future except me. well, of course, the type of future they are thinking is different from mine. i'm still drafting my future. Often survey n looking around what type of job available at the market and the salary, what it takes for me to be in a higher n better position in future. i thought i'm on the right track until i realize that i'm an indianmuslim. the very classic n traditional one. dreaming of working n being in a high position is a crime in my community, IF YOU ARE NOT MARRIED YET! i'm 22. i thought i'm still very young. i thought i have a lot more to learn and a lot more to achieve. but unfortunately, i'm not. it seems like it's time for me to get ready for marriage.

have you ever seen a very successful married Malay or Chinese women. of course yes! have seen one in indiamuslim? i don't think soooo. think again. if u are thinking of someone, that person must be mix. To be honest, my sister is the very first working women in my whole family. she is the first degree holder too. i think i'm the forth after a doctor and my brother. sometimes i think a very comfortable life makes some people stupid.

I'm tired of all the stupid questions and their so called realistic and relevant advises and and suggestions. i'm too tired. the only place i feel home and comfortable now is my hostel room. the person that i like to talk is only my friends. i don't feel like attending any kind of functions. so i decided just to spend all my time either with my friends talking crap or at my room doing nothing at all. at least, there won't be any awkward and uncomfortable moment that spoil my whole day. i hate to give fake smiles.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012



someone told me i am this kind of person. pushing those who cares for me out of my life.

my reason: better i avoid before i get hurt.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

tagged

dh lama sy x kene tag mcm ni. actually dh berkurun kwn sy ni tag sy, cuma bru sy prasan sbb bru sy baca blog dia. hehehe.. so, ni dia sy jwb soalan sebaik yg mgkn

Answer these 28 Things You Wouldn't Think To Ask. Then tag me so I can come and have a look. 

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
NOP

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster?

YES. ACTUALLY, IT DEPENDS ON THE TYPE OF ROLLER COASTER

3. When's the last time you've been sledding?

NEVER 

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? 
ALONE(MOST OF THE TIME)

6. Do you consider yourself creative?

NOT AT ALL 
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?

WHOS THAT?!?!?!?!?! 

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?

I DON'T KNOW! ~MAHER ZAIN~ HEHEHE 

9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics?
YES.

10. Do you know how to play poker?

NOP

11. Have you ever been up 48 hours straight?

YES, ACTUALLY, MORE THAN 50 HOURS.

12. What's your favorite commercial?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEE_-BJF-cc&feature=fvsr 

13. Who was your first love?

MAHER ZAIN OF COURSE!!! WAIT, I THINK IT'S A.R.RAHMAN.... HMM.. 

14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light?

U MEAN WHILE DRIVING MY FERRARI? OF COURSE!

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?

YUP 

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?

HUH?! 

17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?

NOP 

18. How often do you remember your dreams?

I CAN'T REMEMBER HOW OFTEN I REMEMBER 

19. What's the one thing on your mind now?

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPING 

20. Do you always wear your seat belt?

NOP. MY BROTHER DON'T BOTHER ANYWAY..

21. What talent do you wish you had?

DANCING 

22. Do you like Sushi?

YUP 

23. What do you wear to bed?

ALMOST EVERYTHING  

24. Do you truly hate anyone?

CURRENTLY, YES!!!!!

25. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?

NOP, I CHOOSE NOBODY.

26. If you only had one day to live, what would you do with your time?

GET MARRIED

27. What food do you find disgusting?

LIZARD

28. Favorite Pizza Place?

I SIMPLY LOVE FOOD. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE


I HAVE NO IDEA WHY NUMBER 5 IS MISSING!!! WELL IF U NOTICE...