Saturday, August 24, 2013

new job part 2

saya diberitahu yg sy akan ditempatkan dalam bilik bersama sorg yg bernama K. sy jenguk bilik tu seriously bilik tu sgtlah mcm tong sampah. mcm2 ada. pening tgk bilik tu. and sy x nampak pon space yg boleh memuatkan sy dalam bilik tu. xp, tunggu je manusia bernama K tu muncul. sy duduk menumpang tempat orng. bukan senang nk ddk kt office baru n x buat pape lebih2 lgi tahan ngantuk. lbih kurang ptng2 muncullah manusia bernama K tu tapi langsung x bertegur sbb dia sangatlah busy. eventually sy dpt tau dia big boss. which us anak kepada pemilik syarikat ni. *PENGSAN

kenapa saya kene duduk 1 bilik dgn dia? why? why? why?

hari keesokkannya sy dipindah ke tempat lain plak. tunggu boss muncul sebelum sy dipindahkan ke bilik dia. mcm biasa dia sampai office lbih krng time lunch. and we had a very nice talk. she is not that bad after all. at least, not yet. dia sendiri ngaku dia mmg bukan sorng yg tidy. and first meeting sy dh buat dia kemas laci dia. hahaha!!!

memandangkan dia slalu xd dlm office and saya pon belum dpt keje sepenuhnya, sy slalu ambik masa bersihkan blik. jadi cleaner la sminggu ni. dia pon gembira stiap hari bilik dia bertambah kemas. haha, mcm nilah nk jadi staff kesayangan boss. kikiki!!! boss pon orng yg selamba. boleh plak dia meragkak keliling bilik pasang laci. sy offer nk tolong xnk plak. at least dia xdlah manja sgt. tau buat keje sendiri walaupon keje berat2or keje leceh, dia x tolak kat staff dia mcm boss2 sy sebelum ni buat.

to be continue...

Thursday, August 22, 2013

new job

saya dh join keje baru. syarikat yg buat cabinet. ni  bkn mcm kedai perabot yg jual ready made cabinet tu. ni kene tempah and cabinet yg high quality and mahal.

mcm biasa, sy x pernah nk mula sesuatu dengan  aman. ada je masalah and pape insiden. masa saya bangun pagi and gerak pegi keje semua ok je. masa sy tgh berjalan pegi cafe, kononnya nk sarapan dulu sblm pgi keje sbb ada dlm 2 jam lgi. tgh jalan tu tiba2 kasut tercabut. memang lansung xleh nk pakai. nasib baik ada bus stop berdekatan saya pon seret kaki n selipar sampai bus stop tu. luckily jumpa gam UHU dlm beg doraemon sy. ntah mcm mna benda tu boleh ada kat sana.who cares, benda tu berguna time emergency mcm ni. lepas lekat dengan senang htinya saya sambung perjalanan. x sampai beberapa langkah dia mula tercabut satu per satu. ok, sy dh tau gam uhu ni x berkesan. nasib baik sempat jalan sampai ke surau berdekatan.

duduk kt surau tu gam selipar banyak2. pas2 tunggu sampai gam kering. dh kering tu cepat2 jalan ke stesen lrt. kt stesen tu ada kedai yg jual gam gajah. time beli gam gajah laki tu dh tny dh apa pulak yg tercabut pagi2 ni. dgn dengan muka berkerut2 jugaklah sy jawab kat dia "KASUT!!!"

masuk ke dalam stesen, memandangkan stesen tu mmg x ramai orang, sy mula remove sume kesan gam UHU dan gantikan dgn gam gajah. surprise!!! surprise!!! gam gajah tu pon x berkesan. haish. sangat buntu. xtau nk buat apa dh. pas2 teringat kawan sy yg ddk berhampiran dgn salah satu stesen lrt. cpt2 msg dia dgn harapan dia blm pegi kerja. YES!!! seperti yang dijangka dia blm pegi keje lagi. dgn muka penuh kesian sy minta dia bawakan pape je yg boleh dipakai. dh x kisah dah asalkan sy boleh jalan. dia pon bawakan selipar dia. xplah, selipar pon selipar lah. by the time dia nm bw selipar tu dh pukul 9 dah.

dahla first day keje and dah lambat. saya pon msg la laki yg slalu contact sy tu bgtau selipar putus and saya masuk keje lambat. like a boss!!!

petang tu laki yg saya slalu contact tu datang bersama appointment letter saya. dan semestinya dia pandang kaki saya tgk sy pakai apa. boleh plak dia tergelak. haish! saya pon ceritalah kt dia inisden pagi dgn penuh semangat bagai tengah bercakap dgn sorng kawan. lepas dia balik, saya check balik apa jawatan dia kt company tu sampai dia boleh masuk kluar keje sesuka hati. rupa2nya dialah....

general manager company tu.

to be continue.....

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Unfair

i was watching ombak rindu the other day. sya ingat lagi beberapa bulan yg lepas, ramai kawan saya yang pegi tgk cerita tu kat wayang slalu cerita bertapa kesiannya watak izzah and bertapa sweetnya watak hariz and bertapa jahatnya watak Mila dan mcm mna diorng menangis kat pawagam tgk cerita tu. seriously, sy tgk cerita tu lnsung x tergerak nak nangis malah saya rsa cerita tu x adil, sama mcm cerita2 cinta yang lain. sebab tulah sy dah x baca novel cinta sbb saya rsa novel cinta menghadkan my judgement ability.

sesetengah manusia hanya boleh fikir setakat mana satu perkara tu dipersembahkan. satu perkara yg lebih dipertengahkan akn mendapat lebih perhatian sampai dah takkan fikir perkara tersirat yang lain. benda yang sama jugak yang berlaku pada hampir kesemua yg menonton cerita ombak rindu dan yang nangis di pawagam tu.

Dalam cerita tu, lebih banyak tunjukkan mcm mana izzah bersusah dari awal sampai klimaks. just sebab izzah tu bertudung and bernasib malang most of the time, orng lebih kesiankan dia. lagipon, watak dia yg lebih banyak ditunjukkan dalam cerita tu. Ramai yg kata hariz tu sweet buat pilihan yg betul and Mila tu jahat sbb rampas suami izzah so on and so forth.

pada pendapat saya, Mila lagi kesian dari Izzah dan hariz lansung x gentleman. hanya satu scene je yg menunjukkan cinta Mila kt Hariz. scene yg Mila tunjukkan Izzah sume tiket wayang ans kenangan dia dgn hariz. sy xtaulah tapi klu dalam real life, ada orng buat mcm tu kat awak, i think no one can love you more than that person.

Dialog terkhir dia kata kt hariz yg dia akn cuba sedaya upaya cuba untu melupakan hariz. things gonna be like hell for her after that. knp ada yg kata dia watak jahat tapi sy x nmpk pon jahat dia. dia mangsa sebenar dlm cerita ni and dia makhluk yg paling kesian di akhir cerita ni. and hariz i just don't want to comment bout him. i hate that character for Mila.

sy boleh kutuk sepanjang hari psl cerita tu so the conclusion is, bacalah novel Ramlee Awang Murshid berbanding bc novel cinta yg merepek.

bye!

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Dear Cutters

Tau x di luar sana, ada ramai manusia yg suka toreh tangan diorng sampai berdarah. bukan toreh kat pergelangan tangan sbb mereka tau benda tu boleh mengundang maut. mereka toreh atas sikit dari pergelangan tangan. thats what they do when they are in a great pain. mereka fikir sakit masa tangan mereka ditoreh dan berdarah tu boleh tutup sakit hati yg mereka sedang tanggung. setiap kali rasa mcm mereka nak mati, mereka akn toreh sambil menangis dan rasa benci diri. Diorng akn pakai baju lengan panjang supaya xd sape yg nampak parut di tangan mereka.

dan kita manusia yg kononya waras menggelar mereka psiko. who are the real psychos? think again. tepuk dada tanya selera. we were just assuming all the time. we were never there when they were all alone and all they needed is a little love.

saya sedar akn kewujudan golongan ini masa sy berumur 18. kerana sy secara kebetulan terjumpa sorng yg cuba toreh tangan dan somehow sy berjaya buat dia batalkan niat dia. saya x pernah cuba buat perkara mcm tu. bak kata mereka saya x pernah rasa kesakitan yg sangat sampai sy sanggup toreh tangan saya. well, you never know. lain orang lain cara. and toreh tangan sangatlah bukan cara saya cope dgn kesakitan saya.

Dear cutters,

life has been hard for some people. especially at the beginning of every phase of the life. fighting for your dreams and other things all alone, too much stress to handle with, plus that one person who will cause soo much trouble and it hurts you more than anything. but at the end of the day, you just put youself in danger. all those feelings is just a lie. you'll find out eventually.

Every life is precious. there is always someone out there who loves you. encounter with wrong person just another way of meeting the right person. remember, you always deserve to be happy and surrounded with love. one fine day, you'll be clean from cutting and even regret of it.


p/s: People often refer to my age and judge my practicality and how immaturely someone in that age will think. well, i just look at them and wishing they never encounter some things that i had because they simply do not deserve. 

i'm not saying i'm always right but it doesn't mean they never wrong.

Friday, August 9, 2013

AidilFitri

Hello people, hows things going? especially muslims, it's raya!

Mesti semua gembira, langsung x terfikir pasal saudara seislam kita yg sedang meranan nun jauh disana.

Gembira menyambut aidilfitri bersama mereka yg tersayang. langsung x mengenangkan saudara semuslim kita yg sedang mengalirkan air mata mengenangkan insan tersayang mereka yg terkorban.

Dapat cuti and sanggup mengharungi jem berjam2 dan balik kmpng, saudara seislam kita sedang ketakutan walaupon berada di rumah sendiri.

baju baru, kasut baru, and semuanya baru, dan semuanya lebih dari satu. saudara seislam kita xd kain buruk pon utk dipakai.

seronok dengar kemeriah bunyi mercun berdentum di sana sini. bukan seperti saudara seislam kita yg fobia dgn bunyi dentuman bom yg digugurkan di tanah tumpahnya darah mereka.

makanan sedap2. banyak jenis. ditambah dgn biskut kek and macam2 lagi, pembaziran mmg perkara yg sgt umum pada masa2 mcm ni. saudara seislam kita di sana cukup syukur apabila mendapat sesuap nasi serta seteguk air.

bukan nk suruh bersedih utk mereka disana. nk suruh korng semua syukur sangat sangat dgn segala kenikmatan dpn mata. nk suruh x lupa diri dan teruskan berdoa utk mereka juga. 

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Past and Present-Ramadhan version

Past: Tahun lps sy mula berhubung dgn sorng kawan yg dh lama sy dh lost contact. sebenarnya sy mmg slalu contact dia dulu. maybe dia lbh sibuk dgn orng lain n xd masa nk layan sy. so sy stop contact dia. and last year bulan puasa dia start contact sy balik. time tu dia dh hbs degree program dia and ddk umah.
Present: kawan yg cari sy tahun lps dh mula sibuk balik dgn orng lain dan kami dh lama x contact skrng ni.

Past: saya menganggur n bertungkus lumus mencari keje sana sini, setiap hari pening dgn jobstreet.
Present: tahun ni pon saya menganggur and bezanya sy dh belajar dri kesilapan tahun lepas and dh pandai set timing. hasilnya, sy dh secure satu job. sy mulakan kerja lps raya. dh x pening dgn jobstreet stiap malam.

Past: x dapat tido spnjang malam. tapi ada orng temankan sy spanjang malam kat fb, skype, and messenger. baru habis praktikal katakan. tunggu nk grad. kawan2 sama batch dgn saya sume tgh menganggur serentak. mmg byk cerita and byk ragam
Present: x dapat tido spanjang malam gak bezanya xd orng teman. semua sedang bekerja and dh xd yg menganggur. so stiap malam cari benda untuk dikemas. baca je segala jenis novel merepek kt umah.

Hopefully August will be a good restart.

Monday, August 5, 2013

how it ends?

they know each other for a few years, and now when things get rough, they make it worse. there are a few things that they fail to think of.

After all these years, if you think the person do not know things bout your life, your feelings your relations, your so and so, what makes you to think that you know everything bout the person's?

why complaining bout you being judged when you do the same thing?

Is it possible that there is something wrong with every single person around you and not you? think again...

Just because you think you are smarter, it doesn't mean you are really smart.

Do not complain about honestly when all you do is manipulating your story to make it interesting.

You are so retarded that now you are willing to let go a friendship just because a silly issue. smart eh?

Friends or lovers, the last thing you ever wish to happen is regret of something that once made you smile.... 

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Friendship day

bila sebenarnya friendship day? i believe friendship day tu jatuh pada bulan august. tadi sy try google, resultnya pada first sunday of every august, dimana pada tahun ni, friendship day jatuh pada 4 august. pas2 terjumpa lgi satu artikel yg mengatakan sebenarnya pada 30 Julai. pening dh.

As usual, sy x percaya pada day2 merepek ni. ajaran sesat! BUT!!!!! every 3rd august is special to me. tarikh tu adalah hasil gabungan tarikh lahir saya n kawan saya, and kami celebrate hati tu sebagai friendship day kami.

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY G

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Alone but not lonely

Most of the people are afraid to be alone. They are afraid of the loneliness. They hate the feeling that no one is there by their side. well, i'm not one of them. To me, in future, if anything happens, i want to be able to survive alone, without feeling lonely, and without being dependent on anyone. At the end of your life, you'll be alone down there anyway.

Spend some time with yourself and believe me, you'll find out many thing bout you that you never know.