nurliana saini a.k.a yana

sy x prnh bgi maklumat lengkap psl dia kt spe2. orng yg knl muka, x kenal nama dia, orng yg kenal nama dia, x knl muka dia. orng yg kenal nama n muka, x tau dia kt mna.. sy rsa kt husna je kot sy prnh tunjuk gamba dia. n mayb dia yg plng byk tau sbb dia x sebahaya wen n dia ni pendengar yg setia...


sooooo, here we go.........

dialah yana, ex-roommate matrix sy. spe2 yg rapat dgn sy, mesti kenal dia. dia skrng tgh blaja kt uitm shah alam, course marketing.... last sy jumpa dia, 15/2/2011, sehari selepas valentine, maulidul rasul. jumpa dia kt kfc dkt dgn hostel sy tu.. dia dtng dgn kwn dia n sy pgi sorng2. sblm tu, dia dtng 2010, sehari sblm birthday sy. yg tu first time dia dtng jumpa sy kt UM(sy xkan lupa hri tu).


knp sy rpt dgn dia? knp sy syng dia? soalan yg plng byk sy trima. n sampai skrng sy xtau nk jwb soalan tu. sy bgi alsn yg berbeza kt stiap orng. diorng pun akn percaya. sy rsa, may b sbb dia yg rapat dgn sy dlu n dia yg syngkan sy dlu. sbb dia mmg ada habit akn ada at least seorng 'buah hati' kt tempat yg dia stay... skrng? yup, dia ada buah hati di sana.... status kt fb, married dgn dia. nama fb n account blog bru dia pun gabungan nama dia n buah hati dia... :-))) dia mmg pandai jga buah hati dia...


dia ada dimples, sy sgt sukakan dimples. dia tau main gitar, n m'buatkan sy rsa 'wau!!!'. dia sangat nakal. sy xnk bgi explainaton utk tu... dia nmpk je mcm kasar n gaya gangster or minah rempit mcm tu. tpi xd yg tau dia tu manja sgt orngnya... yup, skali tu kami gado sampai saling xnk mkn, at last, sy mengalah n nk pujuk dia punya psl, suapkan dia nasi lemak! sampai habis! dia minat lgu retro. agak jiwang orngnya. pandai mengayat, membuatkan sy kurag percaya kat dia. dia x mkn pedas...... cukupla tu.


mmg kami rapat tpi bkn rapat mcm yg baik. kami ni slalu gado. stiap hari gado. kdng2 sampai berkali2 gado dlm sehari tu. roommates kami pening sampai diorng mls nk lyn dh klu kami gado. sy ni ego, so, dialah yg slalu akn mengalah. pergadohan plng teruk, hahaha, sy rsa dia dh lupa, so, sy xnk igtkan blk. Tapi sy xkan lupakan hri tu, 10/04/2009.... Dia buat sy nangis :-))) first time seorng kwn buat sy nangis. n sy tau dia dh x igt dh...


dia sgt pelupa. dia akn lupa benda yg berlaku dlm 3 hari, apa lgi dh 3 thn skrng... time mula menaip, igtkan nk cite byk benda, but i don't wish to give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken... so, as i always say, silence is better than anything

one last thing, last time dia dtng, dia godam purse sy, mayb dia nmpk byk benda, nmpk gamba kwn2 sy, kad sy n byk lgi, sy x rsa dia nmpk dri dia...


u didn't look for something which was there. and i looked for something which wasn't there.


<3 ~`,~....HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANA....~`,~ <3


THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. Sy xkan lupakan awk sampai bila2...