Siang sy sgt berbeza dgn mlm. Kehidupan mlm sy lngsng x kene mngena dgn kehidupan siang sy. Sy ada byk sgt benda dlm hati, rsa mcm nk tls panjang2. Tpi sy xnk. Sy mmg jns xkan buka hati sy. Kecuali ada orng pandai buka hati sy, stakat ni prnh ade sorng je yg sgt2 hampir, tpi x kekal.

Lps siang yg “hari ni kita mmg plik”, tibala mlm sy yg penuh dgn projek2 ni. N ade dia ni msg nk jumpa, sy pgi blik dia lps hbs meeting, pukul 12 lbh. Dia buka pintu, nmpk sy n trs pluk. Sy rasa smthng btl2 wrong. Dia post psl suicide kt fb dia smlm. Somehow i really2 know i need to meet her. Dh sampai blik tu, sy dgr dia cite. She is broken n she is the one hurting herself. Like i used to... at least, sy divert mind sy kpada byk2 projek n assignment. Sy bkn sengaja serabutkan dri, mmg itu je cra for me stop hurting my heart n feelings.

Time tgh crita, dia mention satu benda, ade orng kata kt dia “tnyla, sy tau ade byk awk nk tny” immediately lps dia sebut benda tu, untuk beberapa saat lps tu, sy lngsng x dgr ape yg dia ckp n sy mmg lngsng x nmpk dia. Sy nmpk the turning point of my life dpn mata sy. Sy t’igt smthng... mcm brain sy bw sy ke tempat lama, sy mcm x sdr dri sampai dia tiba2 senyap, n sy mcm t’sdr lps tu. At the moment, sy t’pk nk lari trs kluar dri blik dia, tpi sy xnk tinggalkan dia dlm keadaan mcm tu. I force myself to be with her, because she needs to talk to someone...

Skrng, spanjang mlm sy x tido, byk lgi keje sy, ade presentation lagi. N sy x tido. Sy tau sume dh b’ubah. Orng yg tny soalan tu mcm dh jauh dri sy.

apepun, sy hrp sy b'jaya bgi dia pk benda lain slain dia pk benda yg blh sktkan hati dia.

sy mmg x syng kwn2 sy dh tpi sy bkn xd perasaan. sy xnk diorng rsa benda yg sy prnh rsa... at least, i'll b there for them whenever they need me..