smlm valentines. so? so, xd pape. mmg sy x sambut. time sklh dlu sambutla dgn G. stiap tahun dpt hadiah dri dia. sjk lps skolah dh x sambut dh. still, thn ni sy dpt hadiah valentine.

hadiah pertama sy dpt, bunga ros dri wen. time tu tgh blk dri bilik husna ambik nota business law. wen blikan sy bunga n wish 'happy valentines day' kuat2. yg tgh b'dri kt sna sume pandang. sy xnk pk ape yg diorng t'pk time tu. sy ambik bunga dia, n tutup dgn notes sy spanjang perjalanan balik ke bilik.

ini surat cinta dri wani. sbnrnya dia dh bgi minggu lps pun. cuma, bru smlm t'jumpa dlm timbunan sampah nota2 sy. just tersenyum lebar. time dia tgh tulis benda ni utk sy, sy pun tgh tulis surat cinta utk dia kt paper yg lgi satu n selitkan dlm buku dia. sedar2, benda yg kami tls tu lbih krng sama je. :-)











hri ni? hri ni sume psl makanan. pgi2 ada photo shooting. ntah knp rsa lapar pgi tdi. so minum milo dgn slice bread n peanut chocolate. lps photo shooting, bdk2 ni nk kluar mkn. kluar dgn diorng takkan nk tgk diorng mkn jekan. mkn nasi lemak sepinggan. balik2 je, abng dh call on the way nk ambik sy. trs bersiap n pgi pekawenan. dh pgi p'kawenan, mestila makan. on the way blk dri p'kawenan, cite roshen blanja sy subway psa hri kami bertunang hri tu. tiba2 abg sy berhenti kt subway. hehehe, dia bgi sy pilih ingredient sume. yes! mkn lgi on the way nk blk kolej. balik je, tkr baju n pgi kfc, jumpa orng kt sna... harap tujela utk hri ni.... perut dh mcm xleh trima lgi dh. terlalu byk variety.


i noticed huge difference in me today. i didn't feel anything at all. no wen, i'm not 'menipu diri'. i know i'm 'genius' or 'smart' or whatever as u said earlier. somehow i know i did something right today. i'm moving on. i tend to find reasons to hide my feelings. but today, i don't care what ppl want to say or think, because that doesn't really matter to me at all after this. 


Yana, thanks for the visit. srnk jumpa atie tdi, n next time klu sy dtng uitm, sy still xkan contct awk. jgn renung sy lama2 lgi mcm tdi sbb sy still xkan pandang muka awk. n next time, klu blh nyanyi kuat2 ye... mna tau tiba2 ada artis tgh ddk kt blkng ke. oh ye, yana still kutuk bahasa melayu sy. fine! nk ckp tamil je dgn awk lps ni! seriously, sy dh lama berhenti stalk awk. jgn risau. next time, nk dtng jumpa sy, sila blikan sy coklat byk2 dri atie ye... (blink blink)...